Bad day
Today got to be one of the worst day of my life, i actually lost my phone, can you believe it?When i am anxious, i am really quite disappointed that people who are close to me are not showing much concern. I know i shouldn't blame them, but to be honest, upon thinking about what happened back then, i thought they could have showed some support. For all i know, they do play a minor part in this incident. To be honest, i am really really disappointed, to the point where i just wanted to let go of the whole 'caring' for them part. In this circumstance, i find it so difficult to trust God. I am like, c'mon God, what are You gona do? Honestly because the community You have given me show little concern.
Reported to the police and did all the necessary stuff. At first, i was really angry at whoever who took my phone. In the moment of anger, i cursed the person. But upon thinking about it now, i forgive the person. Hopefully he/she would not do something like this again because c'mon, it honestly don't feel good huh. Most likely and possibly going to get a new IPhone with my salary and savings..... Its pretty heartstalking to spend unnecessary money on a new phone when my previous lost phone is in perfect condition... i even changed the screen protector recently yo........
just really really hoped my father will be understanding huh, like he would not make a huge fuss out of it... hahahah thats rather impossible huh ya'know


Toast to the sky, toast to this blog. Some words can't be said to the crowd, and this blog is one of my greatest expression I've given to any. Who can I share my burden to, except for this blog?